Its been a slow couple of weeks.
I don't feel like talking about it. I probably should work, try to be happy.
At times, i do feel happy. That should be enough for now.

I've been thinking about the link-page, the preview-page.
Some redesigning to do. I do plan to make a special Rotterdam-page, so many good, talented people living here, and it feels like i know them all. This is my friday night though, i feel like lying on the couch, drinking beer, and right now i wish i had a smoke nearby. Lucky for me, i don't.

Its all gonna be alright, isn't it?
I'm sure it is. I have to be.


Saturday, December 11, 1999, 14.10

Ooh, yesterday sounded really depressed. Well, nothing a good night sleep couldn't fix. I did get my beer (all three of them), i didn't get my smoke (just as well). Outside, its raining all day long now, its probably no use to wait till its dry. So in a minute i'll go and get me a newspaper, some food, maybe a magazine. Then cuddle up on the coach and waste the day away. Yeah, thats what saturdays are for.